3 posts in one day . lol.

haha too many postings. but anyways , pretty cool -
my dad started asking about my bible and how to read it and stuff .. and that's never happened before because my dad's kinda against going to church..well he prefers not to go to it if people ask him to go . anyways my mum a few days ago said she believed in existence of God which i'm so happy about - and she's started to influence my dad in several ways. now my dad's reading the bible about the miracle of Jesus feeding the five thousand in matthew chapter 14:13.
i feel so touched by God's love because I can truly feel He is speaking to my parents in ways I never expected ! and it wasn't through me either !
ahhhhhhhhhhh - joyfully jumps around in the air -

HELP

when anyone/someone is available to help me .. could they please help me fix my layout? i found all these appropriate/right html codes for changing layouts but they always say there's an error....im so frustrated now .. lol T_T

bio , business , whiteboard , ancient , stress-free.

bio - ugh i didn't study enough or much of the stuff they tested on :( oh wells , leave it up to God. was stressing majorly on wednesday. [ just looked at bio notes.. i think i failed this test.]

business - think i prepared enough for that. (well not really but the syllabus was enough for me in a very rushed mode haha)

my parents are so amazing. my dad knew i wanted a whiteboard and i had just mentioned it to him but through him i could see that God shows me his love every single day in the most unexpected ways or forms, which is truly AMAZING :) thanks God.

after bio + business...went home was really stressed out about ancient. so stressed out when i went to bed i was crying for like 10-15 minutes to my mum : but luckily she reassured me and im so grateful for her support and love towards meeeeeee :)

ancient...heh. should and need to study more for that .. can't really 'wing' it anymore. [ worried ]

hung out with Jess, Diana, Pansy at C Court. was rather fun catching up with you guys and relaxing for awhile .. even though we took ages to order/decide on food and randomly walking around in target commenting on every aspect of their clothes hahha. love you girlies x

surprisingly went swimming after schoool today .. was like really really cold .. but oh wells , tis fun. rarely do we get to swim in the pool during late first month of autumn! .. did a lot of watching youtube and friends..watched like 5 episodes of friends yesterday ahaha :) and a bit of 'weeds' and 'scrubs' - FINALLY SAW THE WIZARD OF OZ EPISODE. darn good! i really like scrubs now haha. i used to just like it , now its REALLY LIKE.
OH YEH PANSY - I FOUND OUT THAT MATTHEW PERRY PREVIOUSLY WENT OUT (A FEW TIMES) WITH LAUREN GRAHAM (GILMORE GIRLS MUMMY) .. O M G ! MIND BLOWN. they're really cute togehter (coz i went and watched fan videos of them together kahahah) darn i wish they got married. i hope they're still together..lol.
i seriously was obsessed about it for the longest amount of time yesterday .. makes me wanna watch gilmore girls .. a LOT.

------- saturday -------
well i woke up at like 7 something this morning and was like omg T_T so went back to sleep til like 11 . haha was going to wake up to watch saturday disney but that didn't end up happening.. lols.
GOT MY WHITEBOARD ON MY BEDROOM WALL NOW .. and now rearranged drawers and stuff so everything is under my bed and i have even more space than i already did in my room..amazing. i love my parents :D
and redoing bio notes coz they're too dense. need to have it really really brief. and my experiments are all over the place so have to find them and order them and ACTUALLY LEARN THEM !!!

love you girlies to the maxie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
ps thanks for all the prayers and support i really really appreciate it! and pansy i do read comments - I REPLIED BACK TO YOURS AND ELAINE'S !
pps i found matthew perry on twitter...like actually him! lol. exciting. now im 'following' him. i don't even 'tweet' i just have an account so i can read what celebrities write. i only starting have a twitter so i could follow mr neil patrick harris aka barney stinson coz he's so funny. and then i started following random people..so yah . that's the jist of it.

chocolate candy and looooolllies for those awesome people who bothered to read up to here.. haha.

stresssssssssssssing out!

i'm stressing out so much right now.

bio + business tomorrow .. ugh they're both heavily content subjects (that doesnt seem it makes sense) but im really worried.

ughhhhhhhhh the hsc is annoying. lol :(

GOD HELP ME THROUGH TOMORROW'S DIFFICULT 4 HRS + STUDYING FOR ANCIENT ON FRIDAY !!

but i should be reassured to know all things work out because you're with me and give me the best in the end.

ahhhhhhhh

love you God x

ps this layout / alignment of words seems weird...i'm too use to it starting off on the other side lol.

..maths..geo.

haha - time for reflection over maths & geo half - yearlies.

for some odd reason i think God prepared me for both of them in some way or another.

with maths - i knew i wasn't going to do well but surprisingly wasn't nervous (probs coz i dont care about maths that much ahah) and knew more than i expected...luckily logs wasn't in it haha. (hence the easier q's?) although i think i barely passed (ha maybe not even) i still think God knew me pretty well for maths exams.. haha.

with geo i was kinda nervous even though i doubted i would be nervous...anyways - i prepared enough for possible essay q's but today (morning) was freaking out about it .. and after lunch i wasn't feeling that well from it .. felt like throwing up. and excessively hoping i wouldn't vomit or do some outrageous during the exam. prayed to God about it and to take away my nerves and help me remember the work ..
during the exam remembered my whole wine industry essay :) and studied for the right essay q! (had to do 2 in the exam) there were 4 possibilities of essays .. i prepared only for 3 and am so thankful to God the one i didnt prepare for wasn't in the exam :) and short answer think i did alright even though it was weird..and time management for mutliple choice was great because in multiple choice last time i left it too last minute so i didnt have time to check and i panicked but this time i did .. so yay :) and essays usually take me longer than the recommended amount of time but i thank God for helping me finish in time today.
oh and kellahan + nesbitt complimented my jersey name tehhehee.

+ bonus was that CONNIE MAILED ME :D and gave me the cutest butterfly thingo :) so cute. AND ITS PINK ! AHAH such a small gesture can brighten up someones day so much (even though my day wasnt bad to begin with) so yay

- can still truly feel God's presence , guidance, love and faith + confidence in myself within these exams... i really hope my results reflect these feelings ! haha

hope everyone's exams are going as well if not better than they expect.
lots of love esp hugs & kisses to my amazing friends xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

ps my mum even made me a delicious dinner so yayers!
pps im using the textbooks i brought last/this yr really well .. as in quite often (i meant haha) so good for me hahaha

pods...

my mum loves me , brought me a packet of these today. shared with dad and mum just then eheheh. chocolate tastes amazing when you haven't had in months! also got kit kat dark chocolate after school today ~~~

hmm english assessment. think i did alright, but im just glad i didn't panic or had a stomach ache or have pp so yeh. (______ pain haha)
happy that one exam is over :)
anyhoo, stayed after .. and pansy if you read this sorry for calling you i was looking for you and didn't know you had to leave urgently but yeh. glad you got the sheets ;)
catherine joined me after her exam and we had a pretty good chat .. about school LOL and next week ..and it was fun , :)
wasn't 'fun' at carlo court but it was alright.
feel asleep for a few hrs after i got home :( but started revision for maths .. ahhaha late much?

good luck with study girlies.

oh yeh i forgot to say the whole point of writing this post. when i got home i realised that last night i was earnestly praying that God would help me through the exam today and help me have good concentration and remember my essay and i did :D and im really thankful for His love and guidance and esp presence. i think during the exam his presence was with me but i didn't realise did afterwards.
His love is amazing.

have a great weekend everyone! xxxxxxxxxxxxx

my mum.

is an awesome lady. she greeted me a few minutes before with this:

yum yum for your tum tum! esp because i haven't had in in months and months and months and months! (repetition - yay prepared for friday..haha jks)

love chocolate. chocolate is the answer to all life's problems and worries.......at least in my opinion it is :)

had a productive afternooooooooooon. managed to get maths exercise down, finish ancient history notes, fix up english + geo essay, and am about to either :

a) do english past papers
b) start studying for business/ancient (think i'll go with ancient, more screwed for that!)
c) finish studying bio section 2 of maintaining a balance (fail at remembering so little right now T_T)

d) write another geo essay
e) be awesome do all that + watch grey's anatomy (i wish i had time to do all a b c d and e :( but i highly doubt it)

i'll figure it out haha.

oh yeh today , got my $1 (won off a bet with mark) and bought chicken royale. it tasted really good. even better coz it was free...well 2/3 free haha. lovin' it.

posted here earlier on :) : http://ay-shunn.blogspot.com/2010/03/sup-awesome-ones.html SO GO READ IT IT'S AWESOME. TRUST ME :)

soooooooooooooo cute.

that's right. cute baby daniel radcliffe agrees with me.

what a cute kitten !

- overload of word 'cute' ~~~~~~~~

love you guys x take care.

it's funny how..

easily things can change within a few days.

friday had geo exam which i panicked so much in i dont think i ended up doing so well. got a major headache afterwards , felt like throwing up and went home.
thanks girlies for taking care of me i really appreciate it :) couldn't sleep. mum talked ot me at like 12 something -1 something in the morning ! so nice.

saturday went chatswood, FRIENDS = $16 PER SEASON NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PANSY YOU , ME , JB HI FI IN HOLIDAYS ! still felt awful.

sunday got a lot of work done felt fine. (when i say 'a lot' that means more than normal)

monday (today) felt fine except once i got to school starting feeling hot and cold throughout the day, blame the ever-changing weather. sorry diana for always using up your tissues lol :(
i remembered to put a packet in my bag this arvo ;) and got smarties off miss in geo :)

take care peeeeeeps x

anticpation, anxiety, love.

anticpation + anxiety coz of geography assessment tomorrow ><
i feel like i know the stuff and don't know it at the same time.. ugh. worried. so worried. its 20%!!!!!
though shouldn't worry, leave it up to God.

~ found this off another blogspot. :)
LOVE
The Meaning
Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouths of babes. What does ‘love’ mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds: ‘What does ‘love’ mean?’ The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:

‘When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.’
Billy - age 4

‘Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.’
Chrissy - age 6

‘Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.'
Terri - age 4

‘Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.’
Danny - age 7

‘Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired.’
Emily - age 8

‘Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.’
Noelle - age 7

‘If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,’
Tommy - age 6

‘Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.’
Clare - age 6

‘Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day’
Mary Ann - age 4

‘Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford.’
Lauren - age 4

When there is nothing left, that is when you find out that love is all you need.

Blessings.

Lord blesses me with wonderful and amazing friends, family, and happy events during each and every day.
I've known this for quite some time, but I didn't realise realise it until this afternoon I found this amazing video - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8LbWPClATrc , thank you Lord just for loving me ;)
(I have this song as in the original one I think :D)
and it's true that i do forget sometimes, so glad the Holy Spirit lead me to find this video although I was supposed to be doing work, but I guess finding something inspirational and reminding me how great you are towards me every moment of every day is worth it.
After the earthquake which occurred in Chilli, I was devestated. Lately, in these few months, so many unfortunate events have been occurring around me, whether to complete strangers or my friends. Just reminds me how thankful and grateful I really am for my life because although I still have various issues that aren't resolved, they're literally nothing in comparison to people's lives gone in an instant of an earthquake with a magnitude 8.8!
Motivates me to want to work harder :)
Haven't been writing in my journal lately, which is bad but at least I've had the opportunity to post on my blog. Also, important as long as I have the feelings within me! :)

God Bless you all x
ps so happy to know mum's faith in God is growing still! Thank you God.
pps I'm even happier when i remember what i put on my jersey! :):) + the fact that it didn't shrink hahaa.

pps
"Time is free, but it's priceless. You can't own it, but you can use it. You can't keep it but you can spend it. Once you've lost it, you can never get it back"-Harvey MacKay

that's not good for someone like me ......haha :\

Failing.

Failing to keep up with the changing dates.. I keep think a date behind the actual one :S time flies too fast when you're in year 12.

Failing to study for geography assessment right now. grrrr. distractions (N)

Failing in achieving sleep patterns properly.

Failing to think of another fail. haha, think that's enough Fail for a day. Oh yeh, last day of summer today! Didn't even get the opportunity to go to the beach much, i'm so devestated :( Unless if the weather is rather hot in autumn/rest of these few seasons, then I won't be going to beach at all until Dec. and thats months and months away. By then I will either by extremely happy with myself, or extremely devestated.

Back to revising geo I go. (probably end up watching another episode of Friends instead, darn it) Oh yeh, when I printed out my notes.. they were an odd shade of black...strange ink that.