frustrating.

october 26th

life is so confusing sometimes. i don't know about this and that, what's the best for me because the future's so unknown. but with God i know all things are possible and i shouldn't be worried for the future because i know i have Him by my side, always.

Lord help give me the right direction and way for choosing my english course.. it's really frustrating me and i don't know what to do. i only have one chance to make the right choice and that's it. i know you ALWAYS make things turn out right for me and give me the best - so help me choose the right way.

ps happy birthday to sarah :)

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october 27th
last night - i asked you to show me the right way. you truly truly truly truly answer my prayers, through warren you gave me the words of wisdom to stay in advanced english..
isn't it amazing that you through family & friends show me the way? pave the path for me? lay the road ahead of me!?
i shouldn't be scared, because this life journey is you & me every single moment of every day! amazing :DD
though i suppose it's a natural feeling that i'm scared and worried and frustrated and happy all at the same time .. (not so much happy though thats just a general feeling i normally have, well its more of a occasional feeling that bounces back to me during random periods of time) that's a normal human feeling.. but with you i know it's ALWAYS going to be alright! thank you so much .. its true - I REALLY CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME!!! :)


i can't believe i lasted after only an hr of saturday night, sunday, monday, tuesday (today) until 3pm to have properly talked to you!!! i missed you soooooooooo much during that time. hey, if you're reading this - AWESOME , if not ...you're still awesome to me ;
you survived ! i gotta go smh.com your story yeh? if it's still on there ? better yet scan your newspaper article for me! truly a 'duke of ed' experience for you. rain's considered mesely to you now isn't it? i still consider it to be a disastrous occurance that disrupts my days haha.
more of a reason why i shouldn't live in england.
these few days have been a bit tough for me .. more of a reason i missed you so much. i wasn't used to the routine of not being able to communicate with you.

though i thank God for guiding me through the last few days...more like the last few weeks. He knows everything and anything i could possibly want or worry over.. how glorious and perfect are you ! especially during times of my weakness.


random snippet - think im going to have "Gods Grace" on my yr 12 jersey. double meaning! = awesomeness.
yr 12 .. hmm , what a scary thought. it's already tough, i better keep up with the work..speaking of which i better go zoom off and do something productive. (currently i am slightly ruining my future as i type this post haha)
oh and btw .. CAMP NEXT MONDAY-WEDNESDAY! I GOT BOARD SHORTS LAST SATURDAY. TOTALLY PUMPEDDDDDDDDDD :D

ps i didn't know you guys read my blog. lol lol :) hi elaine ;D
pps side note - HUMPTY DUMPTY WAS NOT DEPRESSED PANSY! I STAND BY MY POINT EVEN THOUGH I THINK IT'S SAFE TO SAY YOU WON THE DEBATE.....HAHA.