isn't it funny?

it's probably just stereotypes. probably just assumptions. but isn't it funny how almost everyone - whether asians or non-asians, (more leaning towards asians though haha) assume that

a) if you've dropped down from ext maths, then your 2 unit maths is brillant and you know everything

b) that if you're asian - you're smart

c) that if you're asian .. you go tutoring. and if you don't go tutoring, then you're a genius (hence the non-tutoring)

d) if you're asian, obviously you study for 99.9% of the time


well i've broken all 4 of those mesely stereotypes already .. ever since yr 11 begun (to be honest). people should stop assuming and judging but start listening and learning instead! and have their own opinions (but who am i to criticise?)

camp wasn't bleak, it wasn't subsided, it was amazing. relooking at all the photos bring back fond memories and urges my brain to focus on school work instead of reminicising my time away.
being partially sick hasn't helped me either! yr 12.. i don't know .. probably because things at home (well for now its been alright) hasn't been the best, so i've ACTUALLY BEEN LOOKING FOWARD TO SCHOOL AND SO FORTH. BEEN EXCITED AND JOYOUS ABOUT IT. even though the lessons are sometimes a bore and a drag...WHAT THE HECK!?
school's relieving sometimes. an escape. though most people want to escape from school - opposite from me atm, i think when the assessments officially start pouring in and school really becomes a hate rather than a like then i'll really & honestly agree with the rest of society.

so much for me not going on the internet so much, it's around the same.
so much for me not watching tv on a school day (exception of a friday) anymore, it's still the same. i'll be devestated when the shows do finish, but i'll also be glad - means i'll have more time for study and homework? but then i'll just waste the time alternatively on something even more pointless..
i smell regret already. and it's only been 3 weeks.
haven't even been "studying" on a regular basis - i foresee the future already: my band 6 marks are pouring down into a lobsided drain with no attempts of returning back to me.
aiya.

i better ship shape up .. as .. whoever says that.. lol.

oh & last night i printed out like 9 photos :) all in colour, great to stick onto my wall for inspiration and to evoke memories and happiness - days i hope will consistently come back hehe ;)
i love you all mad friends xxx

ps i have more textbooks on my shelves now. a genius awaiting !! :]
pps i love you pansy - calling me just to ask me when our "maths assignment" is due.. if you read this before monday.. i still haven't started. yay (N)