when you received an exam result that you expected so you can't complain right? but at the same time you're pretty disappointed in yourself coz you could have done a lot better.. (yeh i complained too much about my exam results .. sorry pansy!)
there's so many other people out there who aren't "satisfied" with their results...but difference is .. there's are in the 90's...mine are NOWHERE CLOSE. it's really...ugh ! and even intimidating just coz their results are so high up there.
i always go through the same routine .. study last minute..do exam...feel unsure..get results..did horribly or as i expected (low expectations though) and then decide to study hardcore but don't really..and same cycle happens all over again.
i guess i do know how much effort the hsc requires and how unfair it is that some people are so awesomely naturally smart and don't really need to put in that much time and effort, but i know i need to..but i can't find the motivation to do hours and hours per day/week.
ex-hscers always makes the hsc seem effortless.
well it isn't. at least not to me.
these exams results have provided me with the most utter disappointment i've ever experienced...so much so that even the ones i did alright in or better than i expected i'm not even satisfied because how poorly i did in some..
but as the saying goes (if there is one) don't look back onto the past but live in the present and move on and look towards the future. (i dont think there is one lol but somewhere along those lines)
I know God's got something awesome prepared for me but i need to do my best before He does the rest! :)
This year's..well yr 12 altogether's making me feel uneasy and feel as though my faith in God is lacking although He's listened and responded to my prayers the way I hoped for..strange, i should be confirmed with further faith now that I experienced more difficulties with Him right?
Life's hard ! Though I know I shouldn't complain/worry/be so down on myself..as a Christian I should act in God's way (more) !!!
ps if i sounded annoying sorry..but then again shouldn't be sorry i can rant on as much as i want, this is my blog..haha.
pps but seriously sorry Pansy you're sick of me in maths complaining..i know lol.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
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hahaha, dont worry... i always vent out my feelings to you.. so it's only natural for you to complain to me,
ReplyDeletei know what you mean... my exam results are really disappointing too..
so complain all you like! you are speaking for the both of us.
hahaha =D grace i totally agree with you with everything you have said =PP and no need to worry i probs did A LOT worse then you.. as expressed on.. thursday :( but anywhoo i really shouldn't be worrying about my results because GOD controls our lives and he didn't make life for us to go chase gain ( wealth, results etc.) but he created life ( aka us etc.) to enjoy his very own creations and to live life and enjoy it ;) he never intended us to have a hard life as he is a loving god =D haha but anywhoo if you ever wants to talk to me i'm here ;) THANK YOU HEAPPS FOR YOUR HUGSS ON THURSDAY MEANT SOO MUCH ;) AND I DID FEEL ;D BETTER I'M SORRY I DIDN'T TELL YOU WHAT WAS WRONG ...:\ take caree and god bless will be keeping you in my prayers oh btw there is a quote for your "don't look back in the past but live in the present and move on and look to the future" its from the bible heheh :) as follows: wait actually i'll include the top half of it as it is relevant to results and stuff ;) and a reminder for us all =PP hehe okayy here goes:
ReplyDeleteMATTHEW 6:32-34
For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
(well it sorta relates too what you said haha sorry if it didn't help.. xS and it was totally the wrong point ><" ) sighh.. i'm no help T_T sorryy :(
but just letting you knoww you are not alone i'm in the same boat as you probs an even smaller one then you and narrower one(my results were worse then yours.) OO" ... :D stay strong i know you can do it :) smile~ jia you jia you jia you xDD -[ilyx3~]-