procrastination at its best

well i spent parts of today playing diner dash.. haha. it is addictive but rather pointless in playing...not going to get me into uni ... is it ? unless if the course somehow says you have to know how to play diner dash . .hahaha :)

currently reading harry potter and the deathly hallows, its considerably long compared to books i normally read, but harry potter series is the only exceptions i have in length of books. jodi picoult books included. it's only coz they're immensely addictive and language (especially vocbulary) used is highly sophisticated unlikely silly twilight series. both serieses (that's not even a word .. haha) are popular for the right reasons.
although harry potter was a bit ruined by the movies, but hey , they still make bucketloads of money! speaking of harry potter movies, still haven't seen harry potter and the half blood prince. dont even remember the storyline of that but i ought to watch it! (no matter how crap people said it was..for the sake of watching it!)

i realise the things i blog about are becoming more and more monotone and boring, my life is actually more interesting than what i write on this blog, but i guess because im lazy with blogging (well not lazy lazy but only update occasionally lazy), the exciting parts of my life aren't really written on here..or by the time i remember to blog i dont remember what was exciting to post about.. and partly because i dont want to post up my personal personal feelings or information on the world web wide. (yes i remember that still from primary school xD)

oh yeh yesterday i saw this youtube video of michael jackson bopping/car dancing? lol, well moving groovily to the beat of r kelly's (thats right pansy i know his .. song.) "ignition" .. a rather catchy tune to listen to. anyways, the dancing of mj reminds me how even with the pressured life in the spotlight he lived, he still managed to enjoy the little things in life, just dancing along to a catchy song in the car. it's a bit sad how he had to hide his interior through his exterior (does that even make sense?) and i actually think he felt a bit isolated in the world. i mean apart from his relatives and children, (aka family) i don't think he would have had THAT MANY close close/extremely personal friends who he could tell everything of his life too, like his up's and down's and worries. it's like that line i read off somewhere, you can be surrounded by a whole bunch of people like even millions of people yet feel so isolated from everyone (yes belonging, the aspect of not belonging even when you're surrounded by so many diverse people from society).

i realise how i find every little intimate thing to relate to belonging aka books, movies, things happening at school, etc. and haven't properly even learnt about belonging. briefly talking about 3 themes of belonging doesn't really count haha.
and skrzynecki (bet im going to misspell his name in the hsc) poems aren't that bad, think i could find related texts easier ..? really want to find something related with "little miss sunshine" because i absolutely love that movie and i have already (sorta) developed some aspects related to it.
man i blab on. but hopefully i can be this cough interested cough in "belonging" for the rest of this term , and especially til at least the end of paper 1 of hsc. that'll be an enormously joyous feeling.

& i FINALLY found the song that's always played in movies... natalie cole who sung "this will be (an everlasting love)" love that song, makes me feel cheery and bubbly inside!

anyhoo, must be off to write some creative piece...otherwise diner dash it is.. lol :\
(and to think i dont go on facebook anymore!)

lovesssssss x